A coupla months ago I was watching some awards on BET, must have been the BET awards and there was a tribute to the late Gerald Levert by Gladys Knight, Eddie Levert, Pattie Labelle and Yolanda Adams. The sang " the wind beneath my wings" and it was just moving.
So a few days ago I discovered I had a lump in my right breast, and I went panic crazy. I told a few close friends and 2 family members. I was going to try and forget about this whole ordeal secretly hoping that maybe it was a bad dream , and I'd soon wake up from it. The more I tried to put myself in denial the more it affected me. After a full day of torture, considering I hardly slept the night I made my discovery I decided to go to my Doctor and am yet to go for an ultrasound.
I cry a lot these days and mainly its because of the fear of the unknown. Up to this point in my life I've always said the hardest thing I ever had to go through was dealing with the death of my father... but this surely takes the cup. In all this I kinda lost focus and forgot I was meant to fly.
At this point in time I have a broken wing but am still flying and wat's keeping me in the air is the support and friends and my family.They have been the wind beneath my wings with all their encouraging conversations, emails and prayers and though I am not flying as high as I usually do i am still flying thanks to them , and I am sure whateva the outcome is I will still soar because I have a strong team rooting for me, and one way or the other my broken wing will heal, and nothing will keep me down because I was meant to fly!.
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