Clockstoppers

Guess I'm one of those rare mid-life crisis in your early 20's cases. I mean according to izazi , its supposed to hit u when u are in your 30's -40's.

Here I am, in my early 20's, in a confused state. Next year I go back to school, ask me if I seriously intend to continue in the program I'm in, and I'll tell you that I don kno.Having narrowed down all the possibilities it comes down to a choice of 2 programs, both somewht related but with their differences. I am messed up. Don kno which one to pick.

Work is another story. I no longer look forward to going to work. Always late mina ngihlala 10 min. away ngenyawo shuwa. Nothing to do with the work load , just some pple I work with, nicely put angisabafili.

Then I am faced with the decision of having to relocate. Never ever thought I might ever consider moving outta T.O, guess I'm gripped by the fear of the unknown. The move would prove to be quite beneficial in terms of self advancement, kodwa T.O is where my life is , my friends, relatives, church , u name it.

I'm nowhere near meeting my goals, and yeah I used the SMART approach, but somehow aint nothing that seems to be going in my favour, and I feel like is'kathi sewash' sesing'tshiya.Clockstoppers please intervene on my behalf coz I really don wanna lose this moment, this is supposed to be my prime time. I'm supposed to shine kodwa seems like I aint near touching the sky.