Today is one of the days that have been almost normal for me sans the desire to catch up with sleep. The Past few months have been insane leading up to our accreditation by the governing body of all retirement homes in Ontario. As though the prep for all that wasn't enough, add to the mix, tax receipts that had to be prepared by yours truly, and top that with exams.
Amid all the insanity I made a really good friend, someone who though so far away was always so near in spirit.Someone who gave me the strength to keep going, even when many a time I felt so overwhelmed, and someone who prayed for me all the time. However in all that was going on, I kinda missed the point and I took out all my frustrations, fatigue, and all that was overwhelming me on my new found friend.
In all this I made a very stupid decision and said things that I was not meant to say, and though we are still friends, my actions have changed the dynamics of our friendship. Back to the accreditation... we passed with flying colours and not a single recommendation ( quite good for us as it was our first certification ever.) Now we can gunner for the Award of Excellence. While all this is great and awesome, I think to myself the price I've had to pay for all this is not worth it at all.I am exhausted, my studies have been a bit on hold, and I hurt a good friend in the process. So while pple at work are still rejoicing, my happiness was short-lived, because in this whole process I have lost so much , and most of wat I've lost can't be replaced at all.
